Holiday In Penang

bes mmg bes. miaowwww!.
hahaha.
yg x besnye ms g sne rmbut ak mcm tuuuut lpas kne ptg ngan cine tuuuut tu mmg ngee~~
besabo je ak... rse nk nangis pn ade gak..haha
but hapuuii who cares da tepotong nk wat cmne.

BEST THING in PP.
The best thing is that ive get to go to the Taman Negara ke Hutan Simpanan PP.
ntah ak pn xtau. haha mmg bes g sne. first kali mmg begaye tul ak ngan bju kotak2 ye ye nk g Pinang Hill. but sesak gile. lol. then ingtkan nk g Taman Rama2 tp ntah tbe2 nk g TN @ HS.
waddaaa but who cares.
the thing is,
xkn la nk daki bukit ngan pkai2 rag neh en. so kebetulan ade kedai kecik mmg khas jual baju untk tourist. ak ngan kakak ak beli la.
tukar dlm tnds. perghh Twin Hitam. hahaa.

yg ak suke psl tmpt tu:
-view yg really nice
-pantai die mmg memuaskan
-mmg green house
-n ade monyet

Monyet,
haisy monyet mmg comel. hewehehe. ade mat salleh ni die bg mknn then die sntuh monyet tu.
ak pon nk gak.
tp bile ak nk pgang tu bole pulak die tyang gigi kuning (eww) mcm nk terkam ak.
cancel niat.

ak ngan ayh pg cume smpai 1/2 je.
mak n kakak n abg ak 1/4 .
mmg bes n agk mncabar bile da smpai jaoh tu.
ade yg ak pg tepkse pnjt pkai tali .
huh huh. bes bes.
ayh ak nk g lg jaoh.
tp sian pulak en org yg d blah sne mnunggu.
so cancel niat.

Camera Guy.
ha ade la mse dlm pejlnn ade sorg mmt ngan awek die kot.
die mcm g tgkp gmbr ak ngan ayh ak.
whoooo famous2 haha ke ak je yg prasan. haha
bia la tp die not bad r laki tu ngee~~


THE BAD MEMORIES in PP.
Mlm2 me,sys mom n dad g lah kua nk mkn.
kitorg jln kaki g sne.
skali ade stu gerai mamak neh.
sblh gerai mmk tu ade kedai mknn x bekedai (phm2 jelah)
mmg rmai kat stu.
tah pe yg spesel nye pun ak xtau.
so ktorg g jelah gerai yg bekedai. haha da tebelit2 da.
skali ak nmpk ayh ak mkn aym goreng.
so ak pn nk gak.
ayh ak soh amek kat kdai yg pnuh tu.
ak xnk la pnuh en.
ayh ckp mntak ayam je kot.
wlaupn da brpe kali ak ckp xnk.
hmm ayh ak mmg degil so die pn g la kat kdai pnuh tu.
mmg kat stu ade satu kuali pnuh ngan aym gorng yg da msk.
so ayh ak tnye la kat macha tu.
papa: bang nk ayam satu?
macha: tu kat dlm sna tu ade nasi ngan ayam ada.
papa: x x sye nk ayam sje.
macha: xbleh! xbleh! kalu nk aym g jugak kat dlm!

FUCK U!!
punya macha sial! xyah r nk ckp kuat2 vavi! vavi!
cancel niat.
mmg bengang tul! xyah r nk ckp kuat2 kat ayh ak smpai org len pndg! vavi!!!
org nk tnye ayam je kot len la kalo smpai nk curi. vavi!
mse blik kat kedai tu kakak ak prasan ak len mcm.
den ak cte r.
rse nk meleleh je air mate..
tp kakak ak chill kan ak.
kakak ak ckp mmg org pineng kasar. pedulik ak org cmtu sush nk cari bini. (haha ye ye o je)
blek Xbbbbb
sian ayh ak. hmmm. nk je ak bkr kedai macha tu. fuck u!!!
haha
tp dpt gak ak mkn aym. mak ak belikan dr kdai yg lg ok tu. hisy!


BIG BAM BOOM.
mlm2 ak bgn smayang Isyak. then amek aym tu ak mkn dpn tv.
tgk cte pasal Isteri Suke Kutuk org. haha ak suke watak ister die .
mmg real. haha lwk2.
smue org tgk skali except sys ak.
mse ngah syok tgk. ak heran ngan budak2 cine bilik sblh.
gedebam gedebum! pintu tu x hbs bukak tutup.
ingt ni hotel 5 star kedap bunyik ke..
mule2 mak ak kuar..
then ayh ak da bengang beliau kluar smbil mkn kacang tgk je cine lengloi tu rilek je.
ayh ak tegur. tp die mcm ntah wat dunno. haha
siot tul.

ACTUALLY;
ak nk g swimming... tp tah hujan je...
isk..isk..tp besyukurlah dpt g holiday ngan family..

Rindu.
rindu nk mkn gerai dpn hotel CITITEL.
sdp! nk mkn sup urat!! wooooo

n sorry r ak lupe nk beli cenderamata hehe
pokai ma

Hari RaYe aiDiL adHa

Wak Neneng's house

location: Shah Alam

its cool. and the food is totally gorgeous.macaroni.chicken ren

one thing, dat their family wears Baju Kurung n Baju Melayu..but me n sys juz wear normal thing...err..no comment coz my mom didnt even said wearin Baju Kurung..lalalala..

next:

Kampung r

location: Batu Laut,Selangor

huh bored! i dunno else to do there..my sis also bored..my cousin also bore!..weve tried many things..

-playin bubbles

-searching grasshoppers

-watching tv

-playin with baby Amin(cute) but likes 2 sleep

-eating (dude i ve gain weight)

-playin masak2

-running

-cleaning the dishes

-cleaning the house

playin kites in the evening(windy coooll)

this girl up here..was my cousin..she s gonna be standard 2 next year. u can see she was cooking her special ingredients..yuks!! LOL! what else can we do!?? its damn bored. n its Hot!!

this kid also love to eat!! i am very shock dat she eat so damn much. in mornin,noon,evenin,night! huh! but her body mantain thin as u can see. but if she keep her eating habits till shes matured..errmaybe shes gonna be like me ..i guess..erk..

up: she was playin the bubbles which made from shampoo.... she tries many time but it didnt work haha.. poor her i showed the right way..but...no comment..ok what..

another thing.. everytime taking her pic.she likes to do funny face.haha. n now she likes to do the kero eyes..errr.. but since ive advice her not to..i guess she stop..its not good u know..hahaha.

NIGHT

we went to Wan Gemuk's house hehe..

Kak Long buat BBQ.. wohoo!..badly ive ate nasi minyak earlier....but its okay..eat is my favourite thing!..eventhough im suffering from gaining weight now..dude come on..

we ate chicken..sausage..chicken..sausage...chicken n sausage again.....hmmm..

big deal... i ve gain weight!

23 Oct. dating with cousins LOL. really fun goin out with Kak Mia. Kak Fifi. Kak Inez.Kak Intan. Imam & my sis. i wish next time can go with them again. haha badly didnt buy anythin.. huhu but i dont mind.

watching LAW ABIDING CITIZEN! really u guys, watch this movie! really interesting n chaos n systematic. i recommend to U! fun fun! act its kinda funny when there was this time everyone in the cinema jumped shocked coz of this one scene whre the hakim been shotted haha by her own phone. AMAZIN REVENGE!!

After that we ate at AYAM PENYET! weird but totally delicious darling! really love it. Teh sosro dont forget to buy it!

today at school kinda weird..
so many feelings occured..
HATEDIGUST
MADJEALOUS
HEARTBREAK
STUPID FOOLS
SADPITY

how can that be?
well i dont wanna memorize.
now that ive regret 4 what ive saying in my heart before.
im sorry for that persons
im really sorry for saying somethin neg about u.
i didnt mean to do that.
now ive known that its more difficult to understand person.
i ve learned that think before speak.
dont talk neg of a person if u dont know the truth.

OTHER things
my uncle n auntie came to stay at my house.
cool. that i could suite myself.
well yeah they're from Indo.
but they re funny haha

EEmmmoooo?

This is Freak XD

sometimes i felt somethin miserable in myself which makes me hating school so much. PROBLEMS . yeah friends problem of course. every friends has their own good and unique personality. i know that. but it doenst make sense why there must mistake. especially me. i hurt person so much. maybe.. i dont know.. can u tell me that..

my sister said that im EMO. well ive kinda not believe in that Emo words. but maybe i am being such EMOSIONAL. (home)
- hurting my own heart. (why ure keepin it?)
-shouting (2008 worst ever in class. sorry)
-ive cried several times before (now im not.ithink)
-always remember f**kin bitter memories (why not the sweet one?)
-abandoned feeling (dats what i felt)

was it Emo means Emosional?
was it ! WAS IT???

psst!! isnt these guy cute XD

Paling Benci Carrot

nk ikotkan sayur yg plg ak benci CARROT.

so theres a story i wanna tell lah.

dulu mase ak kecik ak plg pntg kalau dgr pekataan carrot. lg2 kalau nmpk carrot. stresss argh!
ade satu hari tuh mak ak msk satu laok neh. isi nye: kobes.brokoli n CARROT! mmm. tgh mkn tuh mak ak suh amek n mkn carrot tuh. ak wat mke suspicious. tp ak tau mak ak akan mengamok. n plg xske dgr die membebel. ha3. so stiap kali ak makn ak mcm xmkn. ak mskkan carrot dlm mulot . den ble mak ak xpndg ak , ak tros amek air n telan without kunyah. haha byk kali ak wat b4. den bile da abes mak ak g tmbh lag kat pggn ak . aih! ni a tension neh. so ak biakan je dulu.. a pure2 lmbt makan. ak gelek2 carrot tu. ak potong half. wat2 ak nk mkn. act x mkn pown.
bile smue org da siap mkn tggl ak sorg je. pe lg ak watla pe yg ptt.
bile diorg g dapur. ak amek carrot yg kat pggn ak den ak ltk kat lauk sayur tu balek. tp untk wat mak ak xprasan ak g ltk carrot tuh kat bwh sayur2 yg ade kat stu... truk x ak.. a rela wat cmtu drpd ak nk telan carrot. yekks pe ku kesah huh

tp skang ak da besar. a leh befikir utk kebaikan diri sndiri. haha ak cbe skekan carrot wlpn ak xske.
dulu kalu mak suh mkn carrot or bayam smpai nk nangis nak dwatnye mak pkse soh mkn. haha

Haha Regret la

wah
canggeh tul cuti ak . mmg canggeh. x blaja lgsong. exam nk dkat. harap2 bomb tu ltopkan skola tu tros. ha3 jokes. ak x sejahat tuh

DIDNT STUDY A THING_didnt even look at it.

ON9 TEROS_otak pnoh ngan myspace,tagged,facebook,tumbler..blog ni pn stu puncenye

TIDO_habeh sembap pipi..tp tdo lmbt so bgn pon lmbt lar.

SHOPPING_mmg xleh dielakkan..especially bile g KL ngan family

BACE BUKU_ haha buu ape? of coz r buku x befaedah!

hmm ade la lg mnde2 len pe yg ak wat..

Maafkan aku..

sorry 4 all the mistake dat ive done. i didnt do it on purpose. so beat it if u guys think im like wat. but really sorry if i done somethin dat made u guys cracked. Peace

SCHOOL
2 days didnt come to school. wow kinda fun. but dat doesnt mean running away from school works ( duhh! ). haha im well but still having a coff. uhuks!. unfortunetly im getting sick! (in d inside ) WATAFAK! sorry for sayin dat. idon want it but i surely mean it. WATAfak! yeah. im getting sick for goin to school. but i know i hav to. i want to have a great future for mefamily especially my parents. duuuhhh wat else could it be.
like i said a horendrousUglyStressHorrorFreakDeepShit f***in unssuitable school. lalala my bad ive got dat kind of school. i like the teachers n i also love the unique student. but d other side of that. there still had Negative effect for me.

LOVE
ive admitted dat love is like sh*t. but i know some people though dat love is wahh.indah.bes.suci bla bla bla. deepsh*t . sorry my bad word. but dis is my confession. i know smeday i will be inlove n i will married (maybe). but now i think its stink! bcoz its always killin me sh*t!. sorry again lalala. haha hmmm. my heart hurts. really i say. its 4 the 3rd time ive been playin this kind of f***insh*t game at school. n i really2 hate dat stupid game. i didnt even want to involve dat game but it does its own or maybe someone put my name in dat game. like Harry Potter & The Goblet Of Fire. isnt that stupid Mr Crouch son let his name in. n then harry almost died in front stupid Voldemort. so its mean dat all that game is a plan to kill him.
and dats the same wat juz happen to me 4 this during this 2 years. i dunno whos that stupid aka same Mr Crouch's son attitude.

hei..mmg tension tul ak hari neyh! kat skola bukan mn haos lg.. wahaaa!!..
The Story: blek skola kul 5.45. ak blek trus tebaring kat bilik smbil aircond tepasang. wah lenanye. bgus gile x mndi. da set kat jam tgn kul 6.45 bunyik. las2 bgun2 je ak gosok r mate..mak aih bknmaen pdih+gatal gile mate ak.. ngee ~~ benci2! (tu sbb x mndi). yg bgus nye lg ak bgun da kol 7.15. mate da merah. pandai nye ak bkan nk solat Asar. las2 g trus turun bwh isi air soda+sirap dlm glas sndiri then dok kat dpan mknn.. duduk menunggu utk bebuke. pergh mak ak msk sdp2;

- kerabu sotong + udang
-tom yam cmpur
-daging kecap

hahaha.. ak tggu punye tggu akhirnye azan juge. den smue pon join ak. ak minum spuas2nye.lege....tp unlucknye mate ak msh merah n gatal2. mak ak da tnye2 da knpe nan mte ak..ak geleng2 jela...tbe2 xlme mcm tu mte blh kiri ak timbul bonjol mcm ksan gigit nyamuk(mmg nyamok pown)...wahhaaa!!! gtal!! pedih!! sekse!! blasan utk org x smayang. smue org pndg plik kat ak..smue mcm nk glakkn ak..ngee..kakk ak konfem da glak..die ckp ak mcm pirate.. ayh ak wat joke yg wat kn ak pnye feeling x reda pon..ade ke ayh ak ckp" ha tah2 ko skodeng abg ko kot haha tu nyamuk warning ko tuh haha" .. ak wat mukecencurut hisy..

kakak ak ckp suh g mndi koz bdn ak habeh kne gigit nyamuk.. SIAL PUNYE NYAMUK!!. ak pn ikut pe yg die suh..lege la jgk. tp pe ak psti nyamuk sial tu still ade kat umah ak.. ak g turun bwh men komp ... tbe ayh ak turun.. die g dpur ..then die pggl ak.. "dian, si cencurut da kne tgkap!" wah si tikus comel itu sudh jatuh dtgn ayh ku.. pe lg blast ke blakang..mlgnye tikus tu da mati tesepit besi perangkap..sian..sedih gak..koz bnde tu comey..Allahuakhbar untknye. isk isk...

Good Thing. mate ak da okey. Alhamdulillah.

She Left Us

sunday.

the day u passed away..

everyone was there..

except Mak Uda..coz she's at Mekah..

the hour b4 u go..

im lucky to hold ur warm hand..

eventhough i don know u like it or not..

but it give so much warm..

everyone loves u..

until that time nobody espect...

coz that time ur still calm..

and we were also calm..

it gives such shocked..

it gives such sadness..

we've all known..

nobody can hide their tears..including me..

u were gone..

everyone has to face it..

now i dont have any..grandma or grandpa..

it used to be just u..

i regret 4 not going back to village to take care ..

n to see u..

all i care before this is juz being in own house & school...

i regret....

forgive me..n i still love u ..

WAN..

Meera's House

hahaha its fun at her house

delicious food hot chicks well friends

THANKSVERYMUCHMEERA!!

Aku Akui penah menCuri Dulu

dulu mase ak kecik dalam...masih tadika lg..mse tu tadika Q~dees (da lupe eja).. ade satu hari tuh mak ak jmpt balik dr tadika..trus g kedai Puah..skali ak tetarik ngan sticker star wars kat meja counter Puah..hahaha byk gak bende tuh...ak rse bende tuh bes..tp satu 1 ringgit..then ak tnye mak ak..
me:'ma nk sticker tuh?'
mama:eh buat ape? membazir duit je
me: olohhh
ak xtau nk wat pe....tnpe befikir waras, esoknye mak ak pegi kdai tu lg...ak menghampiri kaunter wat2 muke innocent..bile xde org pndg..pe lg amek dlm 4,5 keping...lpas tuh sorok kat blakang badan..masuk keta sorok bawah bantal keta (kebetulan ade bantal kecik bwk dr umah)...smpailah bnde tu terletak kat umah..tp of coz ak simpan kat tmpt save..tp ak x ingt kat neh..koz dh lme sgt..
ak buat bende tuh xlah byk kali...

Kantoi
one day..ak cube wat lg bnde x waras tuh...skali mse nk amek tuh mak ak tenmpk...ferghh punye tekejot..menggeletar sluruh bdn ak...ak tertunduk...pakcik puah tu kate...ak xtau la tone die marah ke nk sindir ke nk gelak ke..dia ckp "hayoo mau jd apa..nntey u da bsar bley jadi pencuri tao..
punye malu ak..hmmmm..huhu..dr situ ak xtaulah..ha3..situ ak insaf ( ade ke budak kecik tau insaf)

Sat Turn Day in August

Saturday, is a bored day act. but who cares..

Gendut Punye Kucing MN
hari ni g umah mak ngah ak.. da lme gile x jumpe mak ngah..
rindu itu sma kluarga otai2 hahaha..perghh!! kuceng die punye belambak dlm 5 ekor lbey..smue mesti ade corak oren..ha2..
Si Kontot & Si Panjang ..
due ekor ni..skali tgk mcm ank anjing..lme2 tgk mcm nangke....
gosok2 sket mte mcm ...kuceng la.. due ekor ni mak ngah ak ckp berat diorg dlm 4, 5 kg cm2..WOW!! kucing ak pown x pnh nk smpt gmuk cm2..gmuk pown skadar mcm buah klape.......jokes.. yg kuceng laennye bsr gak... cme slim r..ha3 tp still bsar.. hoho bes gile pgng kuceng gemok2..heheee..nk angkat x larat..bile nk lari nk lompat ke..mcm Garfield ngee~~..rse nk gumal2 je..kalau masak kenyang seminggu je...prut gua bsr...



Mas napa pndg gue gitu seyh
next destination:SACC then PKNS...huhu sacc tu okey agi sjuk. tp pkns pns daaaa....certain place je la..hoho ade r time tuh..kakak gua nk g beli baju kurung...pg bhgian ats kan byk bju2 kurung...stu ade satu kedai cantek gak tp sempit...mls la gua nk msk...so dok bediri besandar kat dinding brick tu(plik gak tibe2 ade dinding brick..smue dinding simen ) ...smbil tuh gua mkn cempedak..hmph x sedap pown...keras gua ske soft2 punya ma...tgh mkn tu tepndg gak sorg mamat ni ngah menuju ke lorong yg gua ngah tecegat mcm tugu..hensem gak..puteh..tggi lg dr gua..hoho tp umo lingkungan 20-25 cm2 la...
but gua juz truskan dgn mknn gua yg x sdp tuh...hmmm...tgh nk gigit cempedak tu die lalu dpn..die g pndg gua lme2 ...nsb x tecekik...gua pndg jelah die ..ngan muke blurr gua yg ngah mkn cempedak...pastu die leyh plak tersengih kat ak.. hmmph..kalau die gelak ..nk je ak lontar biji cmpedak kat kple die mcm ape yg Vimallan phn wat kat ak dulu..tp tu pmdm la ...huhu...

then..time kaseh adeq??
lps tuh mak n sis kuar dr kdai pe lg i will follow u lah...ngeri gak ngan mamat tuh...ble blah ..mamat tu plak g ambik alih tmpt ak sandar td..ceh...bia lah..skali mse nk habiskan cempedak tuh..bleh plak cempedak tuh tekeluar lalu tejatuh berguling2 kat atas lantai yg bley dkatakn bersih...mak gua sound...kakak gua gelak...gua tesipu2 malu...buat mke bodo...jln....biji tu kalu tgk dr jauh mcm shit seketul tecongok kat tgh2 lantai lapang tuh...hehee.. lme2 cm2 ak nmpk ade sorg budak laki nih ..kecik dlm dajah3 cm2...die g sepak2 bijik tuh...punye betenage die spak mcm david backham...gua plak lega..coz die telah membersihkan lantai tuh... then pe lg blah la...

mkn2 bersame Johnny.
haha ... nest destination..JUSCO bukit raja. ..pegi guardian...mak n sis gua sibok nk beli lipstik la bedak la...testing2 gitu...lpas tuh pe lg g mkn la ....makn kapalstim ...hehehe steambot lah...mkn kat Johnny...hoho bes2 kenyang2.. da lme x mkn situ..ngee~~ haha kat stu smpt gaduh ngan kakak gua gune chopstick...hoho...
habis full loaded.. g shopping kat .....Supermarket....blehla.. dpt sorong2 trolli..

balik... on9 la....

Munday Absent Day ^^ 3rd Agustus 09

ahahaha..skenye hati bile bon ckp off hari neh..hmm
sbnrnye bon mintak tmnkan g shah alam g klinik wak neneng..
i...okey sja..
hhahaha da lme x g mlawat kat sne..
rindu gak kat auntie magesh yg sudah makin dimamah usia..
yup she still as funny as she used to be..
hoho..
bad thing is...prut ku mule wat hal..hoho
maybe teminum air teh untk kurus yg dbuat oleh kkak ku..
ceh.. T_T
first place...tnds klinik..kat blakang..agak seram..
but so what do i care...no care lah i care more 4 digesting lah..ha2
then next station g mkn kat kdai sblh klinik..ha tu lah next toilet..
hmm d situ agak memuaskan..bersih...lancar
then...malas pulak nk tulis..

then lpas jmput kakak.
g mkn sushi kat tesco je..
kenyang gile...
tulah gelojoh lagi...nk tecekik dbuatnye..
sodap2...unagi2...wasabi3...

then lps mkn.
g shopping( shopping ke?) kat dlm tesco..
beli shampoo ngan ape tah lg..hmm
mmg sah lps mkn wat senaman kaki..
drpd membuncit tebaring mcm owg mengandung..

T-T Bakul Oh Bakul

hari ini merupakan hari yg sgt............busan..huh! dah la panas..ngee~~
tgh hari cm2 ptut ade kenduri jiran mak oh zaleha..hehe tp mls nk g.
bon(mama) pesan 'sebelum mama balik dr kenduri ,mama nk tgk bakul ( 2 bakul full with me my sis clothe) da kosong.'
adusss..bab ni la lmah..lemari tu pun da mcm nk meletop pe lg due bakul nk sumbat.
huhuhu.. maklumlah dah nk dkat seminggu bakul tu tecegat kat luar pintu bilik.

hmm..dgn befikir pnjg + befoye2 membuat ku...ntah.las2 g mndi. mse ngah mndey tu ak sje2 wat2 bising kat kakak ak suh masukkan bju..he2 die pn nek bengang.
die maskkan jelah baju tuh(setengah je).
lps mndi bknnye ak laksankn tugas. tp g jln2 kat dlm umah mcm org x siuman.
las2 kakak ak mengamok asal ak xmskkan bju lagi..
dengan muke semelenge ak ckp 'jap2' hehehe.. ak tros g blek bon nk keringkan rmbut. tibe2 mak ak blik. -_-" menanti.. kakak ak plak turun bwh. dahla blm mskkan bju..

suddenly, "Dian!! mne dian??!!(bon tnya sama sis)" dengan jantung bedegupnye..trus dgr ... sis jwb ak ade kat ats... tetibe bon kate" oo RUGI KO X G KENDURI!!! GENG2 KO SMUE ADE!!"
dlm diri ku bekate..'ekeleh...'

All ive Ever & Always Needed!

Ku akui keluarga ku gile.
Ku juga akui kami bahagie.
Mane taknye.
Asyik riuh rendah sje rumah kite. XDD



My Stick Family from WiddlyTinks.com

Hari ini: 25|06|09

hehehe..relaks nyeeee...ngee~~..x g skola koz "sesungut". pahm2 jelah...peace..

aihh..tp bilik still besepah.pekejadahnye.gak bosan sket..sket jela..

akak ku pulok g keje..hmmm..tggal ak ,mak,abeng...

tu pun masing2 dok blek sndiri..kebiasaannye la...

xpe2..hari ini ak ingin menolong akak n appa ku jual brg..kus kus! chayok!

sian appa ku keje kuat demi menyara isteri & ank2 yg x sberape etika neh. ha3!

Ya Allah kasihanilah kami,

Murahkanlah rezeki kami sekeluarga,

Bantuilah kami, dan

Tabahkanlah hati kami menghadapi dunia yg
semakin dilanda hiburan dan pemusnahan ini,

Sesungguhnya Kau-lah tmpt kami meminta

pertolongan dan memohon maaf,

amin!

Kejohanan Sukan Olahraga Daerah Klang (MssD)

hahahah...

well ive been participate in the Lompat Tinggi...

the competition is on last Monday..which the first day...uuuh...

well ive failed....i didnt get a number...

but thats fine...

im not good...

but thats not the last..

it just begun..chayok!!

well...i met new n nice n gud frens....from other school..

their hot!...hahahaha

hahaha...

the condition at the stadium was totally full n chaos ^_^*

hahhaa...

well its fun...

even thought a little bit sad...

hahahaha...

Happy vs Hate

Thursday,

5 Mac 2009,

2:44 pm,

Today....its kinda a little bit weird...n i dont understand....

its like today it wasnt me at all....

its like somethin a little badness has occured in me....

n its scared me a lot....

but...

i do learn a lesson...

a lesson which, Control Yourself....

n always remember Allah....

well the stories is........

today ive went to MSSD...at Padang Sulaiman...

well in the morning i went there with Pn A...n my fren...someone who call as Silly L....

well that time my mood and my statues is ok......

its normal...its me....

after arrive...

we sat together at the seats at Pdg S..

its normal no hard feelings with Silly L......

then L,F came...

they were like sooo not in mood when they saw Silly L....

well they sat beside me.......

n tell me story.

well thats not the point im tryin to tell...

when im with this gang....

i felt its not im used to be......

its like doesnt suites...its not suites...

but the thing i dont want to be.....

its like im another kind of fren.......

i missed my self......somethin came over me when im with them.......

n its haunted me till now.......

their nice but.......

attitude by making much noice

n rough word

or should i say rude.....

their bad attitudes...it juz...

i dont like that...

neither its fun beeing with them..

but what will the olders say about us or me....

what will my other frens think of me.....

what will my bestfren says if she see s this...

God.....i wish i had control.........

now....

i juz need adviced......

from "Her"...

my idol...

the person who i always respect....

the person who take care of me in my image n statues.....

but she s not here to talk with me........

i hope God will always be with me

to protect me

to keep me away from danger

n violence

n badness or worst

n from the hell of demon...

.............................i felt guilty..............................

i cant adviced or help them.................or helping myself........

her me

well today the happy is........

ive get to talk inthe phone with someone who i admired wth...hehehe